transitional anger
(unfinished)
aaaaarrrrggggghhhhh
Screaming into the void
To avoid facing the reality of my consequences
I’m haunted by my actions
Or better yet, the lack there of
Slacking and too busy jacking
Not enough truth, I’m capping
The white line between truth and not truth mixed in with the dirt
I’m playing myself
No, I’m playing against myself
What would I do
It’s a smoke and mirrors game
I wish I had all this fame
we’re not the same
Hollywood has led us to believe we are all stars
Too busy watching movies ignoring the skies
Man fuck this tie
Wearing this Corporate noose
Vacation homes, Louis Vuitton, Pantone rollies on
Coming for mine; Eddie Mabo trials
Give an inch, they taking a mile
Not gonna slip and trip; these ain’t no zions
Everyone wants to know what I’m on,
But I guess they’ll never know
Ye they tryna step on our toes,
Trust me y’all don’t want this four-four
Two chambers like ed in the valley
No limits like a tally
I’m pushin the limit; infinity
I don’t need to afford the shit they be selling me
Telling me I’ll be a better me
value is not defined by my assets; that’s an ass test
Went through school doing no work
Straight As bad habits
Now they want me chasing carrots (carats)
Shining like trees in the distance
Lining their pockets like birdies
But I’m like Bernie
Guess who?
Mac
Kids playing with glocks and elevens in the lot
Raised in the wrong block
Too old to punch in the clock
Man why everything run like factories
We need some intervention, a new invention before this shit blow up into another dimension
Temperatures and sea levels rising, sirens firing
Horns collide ignoring Matadors
Does anything real even matter anymore
Obese n eatin meat
too pussy to look death in the eye
Posing on i.g looking like faux gangsters, man I lost interest, too young to get caught in the wrong direction
Too right to make a wrong
I’m just starting to get in the zone, need me a start-up loan
Watch me change up the tone before I’m gone, smoking a blunt, rolling loud
Like Mike
Jackson
Moonwalking, feeling real fresh today
Always been keeping it real to date
Telling the truth, no lies today
Setting myself free like a dove
Finally opening up to the love
Soon as I left school, started counting these dubs
Golden boy like a warrior
Celebrating, eatin like Curry
Sinking these shots even when they tryna hurry me
never fret bout me, too calm to ever let trouble worry me
going back to back, collecting titles like a blockbuster
my girl, I trust her
Our highlights longer than movies
She my guiding light in the dark days
Helping me defeat my demons with amazing grace
When I got you by my side, nothing was ever the same
this feeling eternal, the only thing that’ll fade is external
started seeing the inner you
just know that i’d sin for you
ain’t no one else i’d do it for
ain’t no one else that made me feel this way before